There is nothing I can tell you that you can’t figure out yourself. You’re intelligent, capable, and I refuse to give you advice because I know you don’t want it. All I’ll say, is the moment you truly learn to let go, life will be so much sweeter. You can’t always control life and your circumstances, but you are in control of your perspective and the way you handle life situations. Acknowledge the people who are really there for you and have been longer than most, and dismiss those who only act as stand-ins to get a have a good time and use you. There is no greater folly than clinging to a sinking ship of lowlifes when there are people in rescue boats all around you calling your name. You’re meant for more than this, and the decisions you make today will hurt the people who love you tomorrow the most.